Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty fair day today.
The work shift went smoothly despite a minor setback at the rehab center when I made the pick-up.I had to pick up a mess when I was there but I didn't let it ruin the day for me.I simply bagged the stuff and I headed for the worksite.
After getting there,I had lunch first before sorting out the laundry.After I ate,I went to sort out the laundry and start a couple of loads.I also hung out at the social club for a while and I also sat in on a meeting that was there to talk about coping skills for people with mental illness.
Though the work shift smoothly,I was still in a funk for much of the day.I was feeling sad and feeling unable to carry on with the day.But I did get through the day the best way that I knew how.But still,I had the sad feelings of depression and that actually made the day feel even harder.After the loads of laundry were done,I bagged everything that was clean and I dropped it all off at the rehab center before heading straight home.
When I got home,I dropped some stuff off and I headed for the bank to cash some checks.After doing that,I headed back home to drop the money off.
When I got home,I registered all the bills that I had at the Where's George site.It took me a long time but I got them all on there and after stamping them as well as doing some personal PC work,I headed back out again to get something for dinner at a local Burger King and a local Wendy's.I also got a surprise phone call from my father earlier today when I got home from the bank.The conversation was only a few minutes but it was still good to talk with him.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and I again called the Drop-In Center to talk about my day and the funk that I was in for much of the day.It was another wonderful conversation and after hanging up,I felt a little but better though the depression is still there.
I also hung out with my brother in-law for a bit and I talked with him about the way I am feeling and he listened and understood.I told him that I didn't know what caused this and I am trying to get out.I told him that nothing really has cheered me up and how empty that I felt as a result of this depression.We talked for quite a while and since it was getting late,we called it a night and we both headed for home.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and I am now trying to relax comfortably.I still have to take a bath before my day is through.
The weekend is finally here and I am hoping to start going back out again.I am just hoping that I feel up to it.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am not having any temptations to watch any pornography.After finishing here,I am going to close off the internet and finish what I have to do.
That was my day today and my hopes for the upcoming weekend ahead.FJ