Tonight,my road to recovery continues positively.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that was done,I headed over to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and after that was done,I headed over to a local store to pick up a couple of things for the home.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did my personal PC work.After finishing that,I left to do a few more things that needed to get done.
I simply stopped at a few of the stores to pick up several items that were needed for the home.After paying for those,I also headed for the drug store to pick up my mother's prescription and after paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and did a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating an early light dinner,I got dressed up and I headed over to the church for the Christmas program that they were putting on.I wanted to see this for myself.I haven't attended any Christmas programs in many years and this was to be my first one in a very long time.
The Christmas program was wonderful.I really enjoyed the program very much and had so much wonderful fellowship with those who came to watch it and there were quite a bit more people there than there ever were on Sunday's.I left and headed straight home after all of that was over and stayed home for the rest of the evening.
When I got home,I simply relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.After that,I got ready for bed.Overall,a very good day.
Though my recovery continues to be positive,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,struggling and dealing with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery continues to go positively in the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,though my temptation to act out is nil at best,I am continuing to learn that there are those who will still continue to refuse to believe in the truth about Homosexuality.They still keep saying that Homosexuals are born Homosexual and that there is nothing that can be done about it.I already know that the "born that way" theory that many try to connect with Homosexuality is a lie and that it has no scientific proof to prove the point at all.Despite the persecution and what they world is trying to do,I am still going to continue to persevere in my journey out of Homosexuality and ignore the unbelief of the rest of the world as I won't back down.I know that the rest of the world wants me to stay Homosexual,but I am going down this road and I am going to continue going down this road.This is my journey and not the worlds.I know the truth about Homosexuality and that truth has set me free.I am no longer ensnared by the trap of Homosexuality and I am happier that I don't have to act out if I really want to.I am still going to pursue this road to being the man that not only I want to be,but the man that God wants me to be.I don't know when I will reach that plateau,but I know that I will be even more joyful when I do reach it.Still,I am seeking any advice or suggestions to avoid giving in to temptation in the near future.Any help would be appreciated.Thanks.
Tomorrow,which will be the holiday,I will be attending the morning's church service and I am expecting to be there for a little longer than usual.As for the rest of the day when I get home,my mom and I will be going over to my nieces house for dinner.After that,I will just take it easy and relax for a while while watching a DVD or two.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ