Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up later than I wanted to and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was finished,I got dressed.I had some stuff planned for the day and I wanted to get them done.
Before I did anything,I had to stop over at a garage to get my car checked out.I wanted them to check out what could be wrong with my car's electrical system.My "door ajar" light on the dash wouldn't go off.My trunk button wouldn't function right and my power door locks were also not working properly.They simply did 2/3 of the work.They fixed the power door locks and they got the light off,but I need a new latch for the trunk in order for the trunk button to work properly.I told them that the minute that I get my income tax refund check,I will call them and have them order the part so the work can be done.They said okay and I left the garage.After that,I headed over to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and myself and afterwards,I went to the post office to mail out an important letter that needed to be mailed.After doing that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little TV for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping to continue feeling better in the days and months ahead.
Regarding my SSA struggles,my temptation to act out on my desires were minimal if nil at best today.I simply went through the day and I didn't have no temptations nor any urges to act out nor masturbate.Though I again escaped unscathed today,I still need to be on guard and be watchful.The temptation to act out on my SSA desires can happen again when least expected.I still need to be watchful as that temptation can come back.I am not waiting for it to come back as that would be silly.I need to learn to be on guard and to be watchful when it rears it's ugly head again.Again,though I escaped today,I still have to be on guard,be watchful and stay strong whenever it does.I am hoping that I will be strong when temptation does indeed rear it's ugly head again.
Tomorrow,I have a Men's Network meeting that I need to attend and I am hoping that it goes great.Aside from that,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ