Tonight,my road to recovery continues unabated.I had a very good and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed quickly.After my bath,I had my breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I decided to get dressed up for church and I headed over to the church for the morning study class and the worship service afterwards.I was looking forward to both with a lot of positive anticipation and enthusiasm.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I really did get quite a lot from both.After some wonderful fellowship,where there were a lot more people there this morning than any other,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local 7-Eleven to purchase a couple of pizza slices just to try them.After eating them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I put on my regular casual clothes.I did my personal PC work and I also got my laundry ready to take to the laundromat so I could get them done.
When I arrived at the laundromat,I immediately found a washer that wasn't being used and I put my entire laundry load in it and started to get them clean.After a little over half and hour,I put all my laundry into two separate dryers and awaited them to get dry.After that,I folded all of my laundry and bagged everything and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the laundry away and I relaxed while awaiting dinner to be ready.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a very good and eventful day.
Though my recovery continues unabated,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts improving in the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,my temptation to act out on my SSA desires was minimal if nil at best.I really had no temptation to act out nor did I have any urges to masturbate or watch porn.Though I escaped today,I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as the temptation to act out on my desires can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I will just have to keep fighting when the temptation hits again.As usual,I am still open to any advice or suggestions.
Tomorrow,I have a couple of groups that I must attend.For the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ