Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I had some stuff that needed to get done and I wanted to make sure that they were accomplished.
I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things that my mom needed.After that,I headed over to a friends house to see how he was doing.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts to improve in the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted to act out by masturbating in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by an erection.It was a very stiff one and also,it was a throbbing one.I tossed and turned to resist the temptation,but I had to get up to use the bathroom and as I was on the way to the bathroom,the erection died down and when I was finished,I laid back down and went back to sleep.Though I escaped that episode,the temptation to act out on these SSA desires can rear it's ugly head when least expected.This current temptation was a strong one indeed and I had to really fight to resist the temptation this time around.I know that we humans will get tempted to act out in any way,shape or form.Not only that,the temptation to act out will come when least expected and when it comes,all the strength that we have has to be used to resist that temptation.I am just hoping that I will be much stronger when the temptation to act out by masturbating or in any way comes around.I am still open to any suggestions by anyone.Thanks,
Tomorrow,I have a spirituality group that I must attend.After that,I have no other plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ