Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the late morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up something for my mom.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I got for my mom away and after that,I prepared to meet with the pastor of the church as that was the most important thing on my agenda.
The meeting with the pastor went well.After it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts to improve in the neat and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted in the wee early morning hours to masturbate as I was again awakened by an erection that was also another throbbing one.Whenever this happens,the temptation to act out by masturbating really gets strong with me.It is to simply masturbate the erection away.But again,as usual,I tossed and turned,but I also had to get up to use the bathroom and that is what killed the erection as I walked to the bathroom.After using the bathroom,I went back to sleep.This morning,the temptation to masturbate the erection away was really strong.Whenever I get erect,my craving to masturbate it away does get overwhelming.I simply have to fight the desire until my genitals soften.Though I escaped this temptation,I know that I still have to be on guard and be watchful as the temptation to act out in any way,shape or form by doing anything other than seeking a male partner to act out with can get really strong and the desire to act out on this can also be very strong.I will just have to stay in the fight to resist any temptation to act out on these unnatural desires.I am still open to anything on how I can do that.Thanks.
As for the weekend,I haven't made any plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ