Happy New Year to everyone out there in the world.
Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed over to church for the first service of the new year on this New Year's Day.
The service was wonderful and very spiritually filling.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things.After paying for those things,I headed over to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a few more things.After paying for those items,I headed over to a nearby gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I gout out of my suit and into my home suit.I had a light lunch and after I was finished eating that,I did my personal PC work and after I was done,I relaxed and popped a DVD into the DVD player.
After eating dinner,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible done as well.For me,going to church to start the new year off with a spiritual beginning made the day eventful.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward,I am still battling and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.I never know how my moods and/or emotions will be from one day to the next,or at times,from one minute to the next.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions and I am still taking my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever this particular struggle seems to be getting way too unbearable for me to handle.I simply talk about this struggle with God in the name of his son Jesus Christ and they both help in sustaining me.I am not alone in this particular struggle and God and his son Christ Jesus are there to get me through anything.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another erection.I had to use all of my strength to fight and resist this urge.I sat up for a while and when the erection softened,I laid back down and fell back asleep.Though I escaped this episode,I was still tempted throughout the day to indulge in lustful behavior.I was tempted to manipulate my genitals for the purpose of getting them near/fully erect and/or to the point of orgasm and stopping.I kept up in prayer to God in the name of his son Jesus Christ the whole day and I kept up asking for strength to help me fight and resist all the urges that came at me.I always felt better after praying and since the 2012 holiday season and year is now over,I can now work on continuing to move on with my life since my mother is no longer living.I am also again asking for prayers from everyone who continues to follow and read my blog.I am also asking for encouraging words to be said in the comments section.I get man visitors to my blog,but not everyone who visits leaves an encouraging word or two.Please leave me an encouraging word or two for me and also,please continue to pray for me as both your prayers and your encouragement help keep me going in this fight and make me even more determined to continue my fight against this terrible SSA and even more determined to overcome it.Thanks in advance to all of you for all of your prayers and encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ