Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I first went to see how a friend of mine was doing.After spending a few minutes with him,I headed over to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up something.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and I popped a DVD into the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues onward,I am still in my daily battle and struggle with the symptoms of BPD and the emotional roller coaster ride that goes with the territory of having BPD.My moods and/or emotions vary by the day.or at times,by the minute/moment within the same day.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ more whenever the struggles seems to be getting way too difficult for me to handle.I simply talk about this particular struggle with God in the name of his son Jesus Christ and they both help in sustaining me.It shows that I am not alone in this and that is great.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection.I really had to use all of my strength to fight and resist this temptation.I sat up for a while and when the erection fully softened,I went back to sleep.Though I escaped this episode,I was tempted to act out throughout the day as temptation came at me left and right.I had to really use all of my strength to fight and resist all temptations that came at me.I really had to throw all of these temptations onto God and asked him in his son Christ Jesus' name to give me strength to fight and resist all of these temptations and I felt better after doing that.I am also again asking for prayers by everyone who follows my blog and reads my posts as I still really need prayers.I am also asking that everyone who follows my blog to please leave an encouraging word or two in the comments sections.Both of your prayers and your encouraging words help keep me going in this fight and make me even more determined to overcome this terrible SSA.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and for your encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Christ Jesus for everything that they do to help me in this fight against this terrible SSA.
Tomorrow,I have church,including the morning's Holy Bible study class,as usual.As for the rest of the day,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ