Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly.After showering,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.When I was finished,I headed out to do some stuff that I needed to get done.
Before I did all that I had to do,I went to a local kitchen for lunch and when I was finished,I dropped a couple of people that I knew at a couple of places.After that was done,I headed out to do some much needed stuff.I went to Best Buy to pay a bill and after that,I headed over to a Dollar Tree within the county that I lived and picked up a few things.After paying for these things,I headed over to the drug store to pick up some prescriptions that my doctor prescribed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that,I decided to relax and watch a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I decided to watch another DVD that I popped into the DVD player while relaxing.Later on,I decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPS/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two.Though it is,I must say that today,since I kept busy with what I had to do,I really had no troubles with any temptations.I was out for much of the day and just did what I had to do and it was great.It is just that being out in the community took my mind off of the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.I had no problems today.While that was a good thing,I must keep in mind that there is always tomorrow and the days after that,I have to take this struggle one day at a time and while one day may be successful,there are the days ahead of today.Don't get me wrong,I am not worried about tomorrow nor am I worried about the future days.It is just that I have to stay alert and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at anytime.They can strike in the morning,afternoon and/or evening.I need to stay on guard and be watchful as they can strike at any time.Whenever they do strike,I have to go my Heavenly Father and ask him for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help me fight and resist any temptations that they want to throw at me.I am still a work in progress and that is cool.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me and also,please don't be afraid to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support day in and day out.My blog gets many visitors and curiosity seekers,but comments of any kind are rarely left.Please leave me some positive verbal encouragement and please continue to pray for me.I really need both of these things right now as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a Wednesday night church Lenten dinner,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ