Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly.After my shower,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I proceeded with the rest of the day.
I first went to the bank to withdraw a little money that I needed for gas.After that,I took it home and registered the bill on the Where's George site.After that,I had myself some lunch and when I was done with that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.After that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to meet a few Buffalo Sabres alumni players to get autographs for my Buffalo Sabres history picture book and to get a gallon of milk that I needed.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put my book back where it was before and proceeded to do a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating,I headed over to a Celebrate Recovery group,which was my first meeting in a couple of months as I missed other meetings due to illness and to terrible Winter weather,which was very wonderful.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I decided to get ready for my evening retirement and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of two.This morning,while still in bed,I again gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men that were clouding my mind,but I managed to stop myself before it went too far.After washing my hands,I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for sinning in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and after I was finished,I felt much better as I knew that I was truly forgiven.I went through the rest of the day without any problems nor any more temptations.The thing is that Satan and his minions are out there and they are trying everything to tempt me and get me to sin.I really need to start getting tough on myself and going to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask him for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I really need to start showing these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and that they don't own me.I need to get tough and really start asking for strength to help me fight and resist these terrible urges.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support desperately.Please pray for me and leave me some positive verbal encouragement.I need both of these things to help keep me going.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but they rarely leave any comments.Please leave me some encouraging comments and also.please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ