Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.I also did my personal PC work and I proceeded to get on with the rest of the day.
I had a few things on my agenda for today.I first folded up some clean laundry and when that was done,I did my breakfast dishes.After that,I did a little bit more cleaning up around the house.After that,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it while relaxing.
Later on,I went to attend a Lenten dinner at my church.It was wonderful to be around my fellow worshipers and eating with them.I am really satisfied with where I am at spiritually and that is terrific.It was great.We ate some wonderfully delicious food and we watched some children singing and a bell choir doing a really beautiful hymn.After that,we watched a little bit of a video about the lift of Jesus Christ and his earthly walk to bring people back to his father,the sovereign Lord and creator of the Earth and everything in it and around it.After it was over,I helped with the clean-up details and after some more wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I went into the house and changed into my night clothes to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against the symptoms of BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult struggle.Today,while still in bed,I gave into temptation to manipulate my genitals and yes,sexual images of men did cloud my mind as I was doing this.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and bared my soul.I left nothing out.After I was finished,I felt better and I moved on with the rest of the day.For the rest of the day,there were no problems with temptations nor were there any other problems as I kept busy with other things.The fellowship dinner with my church family also helped.It was great that for the rest of the day,I had nothing spring up nor tempt me.It was really wonderful.Still,I am again asking that y'all who continually follow my blog and read my posts to please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support desperately each and every day.They both help me in a lot of ways.They both help keep me going in this particular fight and struggle.They also keep my motivation to want to overcome and heal from SSA alive.Please pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my Thursday evening study group,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ