Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had two cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly.After my shower,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I did my personal PC work and I proceeded to continue on with the rest of the day.
I first went to pick up a couple of job applications at a couple of places in my hometown.After that,I went to a local supermarket to pick up a gallon of milk.After that,I went to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple more things.After that was done,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away in their proper places and did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I filled out the two job applications that I picked up and I stapled everything together that I needed to staple onto them.I also filled a few more applications online after that.I then relaxed and I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I then proceeded to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two.Today,I was being tempted to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with this terrible SSA condition,but this time,I went right to my Heavenly Father in Heaven and I prayed for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I asked my Heavenly Father to give me the strength to help me fight and resist the temptations that were coming at me from all sides.They were pretty overwhelming,though not as overwhelming as yesterday,but still overwhelming nonetheless.I prayed real hard to my Heavenly Father to help me fight and resist these temptations and to help me reject and remove the immoral images that had come into my mind.I kept on praying until the desires disappeared.When I finished praying,I felt much stronger and could move on with the rest of the day,where I had no further problems with temptations coming at me.Though I escaped the rest of the day unscathed,there is till tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time with their evil temptations.I have to keep telling Satan and his minions to hit the road whenever this happens.Plus,the more resistance that I put up,even with the help of my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,the more stronger and overwhelming the temptations return and at times,they can return with a vengeance.This is why I am again asking for my fellow blog followers and readers to please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I still need both prayerful and positive verbal support from my fellow blog followers and readers each and every day.I need them desperately because it affirms me that I am not alone.They also help keep me going.They also keep both my motivation and determination strong.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the hopefulness of turning in the applications that I picked up today,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ