Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered real quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I went through my personal PC work and for most of the day,I tried to get in an online job application for the local Target store.I went to the store and an assistant manager helped get me through the obstacle and when I got home,I finished the rest of the application and after that,I called a friend up to see how they were doing and after a few minutes talking with them,I finished some more personal PC work.After that was done,I got dressed and I headed for a friend's house for a BBQ.
The BBQ was wonderful as I did eat a lot of food and enjoyed some wonderful music and conversations.After it was all over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Though it is,I actually managed to get through the day without any problems with temptations.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies or lusting and I also wasn't tempted to manipulate my genitals in any way.While that is good that I escaped unscathed today,I must say that there is tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I need to continue working on getting tough with myself and going to my Heavenly Father and asking him for strength to fight and resist the urges in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I need to make that a habit and not let the unnatural sexual desires that I have own me as I want to own them.Fellow blog followers and readers,I still would appreciate it if you would continue to keep me in your prayers.I also would appreciate it if you would leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both these types of support.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of trying get more job applications in online,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ