Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I had my usual quick breakfast and after a 1/2 hour later,I showered and when I was finished,I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed for a while and enjoyed a little music.I then got dressed and I headed out to visit with a friend and after a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to head over to my usual Thursday night Bible study group,which was as wonderful as expected and I enjoyed it.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Though it is,I must say that I had no temptations today.I wasn't tempted to fantasize nor lust after other men and I also wasn't tempted to manipulate my genitals to such things.I am hoping that this continues onward.Though I did scape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow,as Satan and his minions can strike at any time tempting me to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men by letting sexual images of men cloud my mind and tempt me to act out in that way.I have to continue to stay on guard and be watchful.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some encouraging words in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments of any kind are rarely left in the comments section.Am I asking for too much?Is asking for positive verbal support too much?I am hoping that it isn't.Please leave me some positive and encouraging words in the comments section.I need positive verbal support as much as I need prayerful support.I need to be continuously reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also ask that you please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of turning in another application and going to a job interview,which I hopes leads to a hire,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I chose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ