Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was done showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I called back someone who called me for an interview for a job and it is this Friday in the late afternoon.I am hoping that will go well.After hanging up with him,I got dressed and I headed out to pick up another job application.After that,I did some shopping for some stuff that I needed and when I was finished,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff away and I did my personal PC work.I then started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I listened to a little bit of music and I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed for a while after that and prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I again gave into temptation by manipulating my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind and I also gave into the temptation to fantasize and lust after these images.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and left nothing out.When I was finished,I felt better and knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support every day and desperately.I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.I need all the support that I can get.Please continue to pray for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my evening Bible study group,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ