Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a very good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed up in dress clothes as I went out to drop off a job application at a local business and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a while and listened to music.I had another thing on my agenda for today.I had a job interview for a dishwashing position at a local restaurant that was connected to a local hotel.I got dressed up in the dress clothes when the time came and headed for there with my job placement counselor and coach meeting me there and we talked for about 20 minutes and they said that they would let me know on Monday,but it sounds and looks promising according to my job placement counselor and coach.After it was over,I headed for the bank to withdraw a little bit of money and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my dress clothes and did a little bit more personal PC work while preparing my evening meal.
After eating,I went back out to get some important things at a local Dollar Tree store so I can do some more cleaning up around the house this weekend.When I got back home,I did some more personal PC work and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a very good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,a passing immoral thought did come and fortunately,I rejected it before it festered.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked for forgiveness in the name of his son Jesus Christ.When I was finished praying,I felt better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.I went through the rest of the day without any immoral thought creeping up into my mind.I kept my mind on the job interview coming up and putting the application in.I stayed focused on that and that kept my mind off of anything sexually immoral that is connected with SSA.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Please also leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support every day as I need to be reaffirmed and reassured that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Plus,positive verbal support in the comments section builds my confidence and all.Please continue praying for me and also,please me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church on Sunday,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ