Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery is still moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I went out to check up on my schedule at work and I am still not getting any hours in since the start of this month.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped somewhere to pick up an empty cardboard box that I needed to put some stuff in.After picking it up,I purchased something at a local close-out store and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put what I had bought away and I did some more personal PC work.Later on,I prepared my evening meal.
After eating,I watched some TV and I did some more personal PC work.As it was approaching later evening,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery is still moving onward,especially after last week when I was in a state of depression over the approaching 2nd anniversary of my mom's passing away,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Emotionally and mood wise,I am feeling much better as I have gotten through last week and the day that the anniversary came.In regards to my SSA struggles,I need prayers please.I have been overwhelmed by temptation much of the day.I need prayers by every one of you.Please pray for me.When I am overwhelmed by temptation,I,at times,never know whether I am coming or going.I feel stuck in the middle between Homosexuality and Heterosexuality most of the time.It always happens when I am being overwhelmed by temptation.I also ask that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need your positive verbal support as much I need your prayerful support.Your positive verbal support both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Your support in both of these areas also helps keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't made any plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ

No comments: