Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I also cleaned up a little bit around the house.Later on,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a little bit of TV and after that,I did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
I stayed home for much of the day as I had nothing to do nor anyplace to go.
My rocky road to recovery continues moving forward and I am feeling better from last week.However,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of them.Today,though it is,I can say that I wasn't tempted to fantasize nor lust after other men nor was I tempted to manipulate my genitals and for the first time in a quite a while,no sexual images of men clouded my mind.I was glad that for the first time in a while,I wasn't overwhelmed by temptations.However,though I did escape today,there is still tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful.Satan and his minions can strike at any time.I need to show these unnatural sexual desires that I have that I own them and not the other way around.I have to make the resolve to fully rely on my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for this particular struggle as I know that I can never go this struggle alone.I also need the support of those who continually visit my blog and read my posts.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need both your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.Your support,both prayerful and positive verbal,really matters to me and also,it's very important to me.Your support not only helps keep me going,but also both reaffirms and reassures me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue to pray for me.I also ask that you leave some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do an provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of an appointment with my job placement counselor/coach to sign a job application that I will be turning in tomorrow,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ