Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast and since I had the day off I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I only had a few things to do today.I cashed my paycheck and after that,I headed straight home to register the bills at the Where's George site.After that,I went to the post office to send out an important bill payment and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work and I had a light meal.
After eating,I headed out to the Friday night Celebrate Recovery group and I had a wonderful time discussing with them my week and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,upon arising out of bed,I was tempted to act out by fantasizing and lusting after other men as sexual images of men were clouding my mind.I was also tempted to manipulate my genitals to these images.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and I asked him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to give me the strength to help me fight and resist these urges.I prayed real hard and I didn't cease praying until the urges were nil.When I was finished praying,I felt better and stronger as I knew and truly believed that I received from my Heavenly Father what I asked for.I went through the rest of the day unscathed,but there is still tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike at any time.They can strike with temptations when least expected and I need to be ready when they do.Fellow blog followers ad readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I still need your prayerful and positive verbal support daily and often.I don't want to feel alone in this particular struggle.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I also ask that you continue praying for me as well as I am getting pelted with temptations left and right.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't got anything planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ