Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and later on in the early afternoon,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I only had a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first went to the local Big Lots to buy a few needed things.After that,I dropped off some free newspapers at a few people's houses and when I was finished with that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.After that,I headed over to a local church for a free dinner.
The dinner was wonderful.After I had my fill,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I also laid down and read for a while.Later on,I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
My rocky road to recovery continues to move forward.I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I was tempted to manipulate my genitals and yes,sexual images of men did cloud my mind as well.Today,I went immediately to my Heavenly Father in prayer when these temptations came around.I asked him,in the name of his son Jesus Christ,for strength to help me fight and resist these temptations.I prayed hard and didn't cease praying until the temptations were reduced to zero.When I was finished,I felt better and also,much stronger as I knew and truly believed that I received from my Heavenly Father what I asked for.Though I escaped this with my Heavenly Father's and his son Christ Jesus' help,I still have to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.I have to make it a habit of going to my Heavenly Father in prayer and pray for strength whenever these terrible temptations come around.I have to work on making this my daily resolve.I want to overcome and heal from this terrible SSA.I have to show my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ that I truly mean that.I have to ask for this strength daily and also,I have to make daily prayer a habit even when I am not being tempted.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to pray for me that I overcome this terrible SSA.I also would appreciate some positive verbal support in the comments section.I am still working on overcoming the obsession that I have with men and though I will continue to work on making prayer a daily habit of mine,I still need your prayerful support and also,your positive verbal support to help keep me going.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to y'all for your continue support,both prayerful and positive verbal.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I haven't got anything planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ
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"Homosexuality is death, I choose life."
That's the truth, Stan. As the scriptures say "The wages sin pays is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Romans 6:23).
The only thing, right now, that I need to work on is making prayer a part of my daily life. I realized that I haven't been relying too much on our Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ lately and that in itself is sinful. I am going to start relying more on them and pray whenever the urges come around. Thanks again Stan.
Awesome, Frank! The quote I used was made by Michael Glatze. He said it was a statement that helped him so much to walk away from homosexuality. There is a movie that has been made about his life (unauthorized) called "I am Michael." Evidently it is going to be shown at the Sundance Film Festival next week. Today him and his wife have gone to take part in a Q & A concerning the movie. He asked us to pray for him and his wife today. You can Google the name of the movie and see what it is all about. Surely there will be a lot of negative stuff said and printed about Michael's life and his dealing with ssa. He needs our prayers.
Stan
I will be writing about today on my blog post for this day. I had a difficult day in regards to my SSA struggles today. By the way, I already know about the movie as it was talked about in a couple of Facebook groups today. I am hoping that the film does well. I am also hoping that it will be on DVD soon. Thanks for letting me know about this.
FJ, I just got an email from Michael G and he said he liked how they did the movie. We will have to see how militant gays and the general public respond to it.
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