Tonight,I am feeling okay.I had a pretty good day today.
The work shift went smoothly.There were no messes to clean up nor was there any other problems.I simply did my work and that was it.After I was done,I dropped off everything at the rehab center and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I dropped off some things before heading back out to run a couple of errands.Firstly,I went to get a gift for my brother in law for Father's Day.I also went to cash my paycheck.After that,I headed back home.
When I got back home,I registered all the bills at the Where's George site and I did some more personal PC work.
After eating a light dinner,I went out to run another errand.I went to a card shop to pick up a few Father's Day cards.I also went to the nearby supermarket to pick up a gallon of milk.I headed home to drop everything off and I went for a drive.
On the way back,I stopped off at my sister's house to talk with my brother in-law for a while.He had quite a few others over as well and I really didn't get to talk too much with him.But we did have some small talk and that was better than nothing.I headed back home after that.
Though I am feeling okay,I am also feeling a little depressed.But this current spell is mild and it will pass.I am not feeling any real sadness at the moment and that is great.At least,I don't feel like crying.But again,it will pass and I will be feeling better soon.I just hate it when spells of the blues just come upon me when least expected.But I am just going to weather the storm and I am hoping to come out of it unscathed.
Regarding my SSA struggles,the only good thing is that I am not having any problems.I am not having any cravings to act out or watch any pornography.Plus,no images are creeping up into my mind.This has been a pretty good week so far,despite the brief episode that I had this week.I am still feeling the mild depression but that will pass and I will be feeling better soon.
Tomorrow night,I will be going out to sing even though I don't feel like it.But I do it for the people and I always hope that they enjoy it.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ