Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day as I had some stuff that I need to do.
I first went to a spirituality group that I needed to attend.I was looking forward to the group with a lot of positive anticipation and enthusiasm.
The group was wonderful as I got a lot out of it.After the group,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local community kitchen to have lunch and after eating,I headed over to a nearby gas station to get some gas.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed for a bit because I had yet another thing on my agenda today.I had a doctor's appointment to get myself checked out as a result of me having lower back pain for a while.I headed over to the doctor's office when it was time.
The session went well.The doctor advised me to get some x-ray's done on my lower back and call them for the results.After that was done,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up some things that my mom wanted me to get.After paying for those items,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I hope that my recovery starts improving soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am feeling a little bit better after yesterday.I simply shared my relapses(I had a second one in the late afternoon yesterday)and I got some overwhelming support and encouragement from the groups that I ma a member of with whom I shared this with.It is wonderful to have all of that.The more support that I can get the better.As for today,my temptation to act out was minimal if nil at best and that was good.But still,I have to continue to gain more strength to resist the temptation to sin.I have to continue to resist the temptation to act out by masturbating as masturbation is a form of acting out.I have to continue to be strong and ask for more strength when I need it.Again,any support or encouragement is appreciated.Thanks.
As of tomorrow,I have no other plans.But whatever I do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ