Friday, February 10, 2012

Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up later than I wanted to and bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after that was done,I got dressed.I had some stuff that I needed to do and I wanted to start getting them out of the way.
I had to go to the bank to withdraw some money for my mom and myself.After that,I dropped the money off at home and proceeded onward with the rest of what I had to do.
I had to do some shopping for my mom.I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up several things and after that was done,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up a few more things.After paying for all of those things,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery starts to improve soon in the near and distant future.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I didn't really feel any temptation to act out in any way,shape or form.I had no urges nor temptations to masturbate nor did I have any temptations to look at anything forbidden.Though today was good and I had nothing that would try to make me compromise,I still need to be on guard and to be watchful.Temptation can rear it's ugly head when least expected.It can strike anytime and I need to stay on guard when that happens.I escaped today unscathed,but tomorrow is another day and so is the day after that and so on.I need to stay on guard and be watchful for any temptations.I will simply have to fight them when they happen.That is all that I can do.
As for the weekend,I have made no plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the weekend ahead.FJ

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