Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed immediately.I had a lot planned for today and I wanted to make sure that they were accomplished.
I first went to my two groups that I needed to attend.I was looking forward to these groups.
The meetings went great.After the groups were over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at the bank to withdraw some money and after that,I headed for a nearby supermarket to buy several groceries for the house.After paying for the groceries,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put all the groceries away and I relaxed for a bit.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery will start to improve soon.It has been a rocky road for me in terms of my recovery,but I am remaining hopeful and optimistic that it will improve very soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I am still also dealing with those day by day.I am still putting up with the desires and my fight to resist acting out on them in any way,shape or form.It isn't easy fighting the temptation to act out,but the fight to resist the temptation is worth it.I don't want my desires to own me nor do I want them to define who I am as a person,mostly as a man.I have to continually keep in mind that my body is biologically hardwired to be compatible with a female as I am a male.I also have to continually keep in mind that God made man and woman,Adam and Eve,and that there are no substitutes for that.I know that God only condemns the sexual activity of Homosexuality as he never intended sexuality to be that way at all.He intended sexuality to be between a man and a woman and not between two members of the same gender.He finds that type of activity immoral,unnatural and inappropriate.God only condemns the activity and not the condition.He helps heal the Homosexual if they really and seriously want to heal.Homosexuals can become the people that God intended them to be and with God,all things are possible.Again,I am still in the fight and I am always looking for any new ways to resist the temptation to act out in any way,shape or form.
Tomorrow,I have an appointment with my general doctor and I am hoping that the meeting with her goes well.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ