Tonight,my road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day as I had only a few things to do.
I first went to McDonalds to enjoy a Shamrock shake as this was the last day.After that,I headed over to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a bottle of dish detergent.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD in the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
Though my recovery continues onward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with bipolar depression with schizophrenic tendencies.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that my recovery improves and that I start to feel better soon.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by an erection.It was also another throbbing one.I really had to fight the temptation to masturbate it away.I really tossed and turned to fight this temptation and I finally fell back asleep when my penis softened.Though I escaped this one,I know that the temptation to masturbate,or to act out in other ways other than finding a male partner to act out with,will rear it's ugly head when least expected.The temptation to act out can really be strong.I will just have to fight and fight when it does rear it's ugly head again.I don't get erections too often,but when I do indeed get one,my temptation to masturbate it away can be strong.Again,I'll just have to keep fighting the temptation and again,I am open to any ideas or suggestions as to how I can continue to fight the temptation.
Tomorrow,I am hoping to attend the morning's church service and it's Holy Bible study class before the worship service.As for the rest of the day,I have no other plans.But whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ