Tonight,my road to recovery moves forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I bathed quickly.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed.I proceeded to get on with the rest of my day.
I first had a spirituality group that I needed to attend.I was looking forward to this with a lot of positive anticipation and enthusiasm.I headed over there hoping to get a lot out of the group.
The group meeting was wonderful as I did get a lot out of it.After the meeting was over,I headed over to a local kitchen for lunch and after eating,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up something for dinner.After paying for it,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and popped a DVD in the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.
My road to recovery continues to go forward and since I started praying a little each day,I am feeling better.The talk that I had with the Christian counselor really did some good.I even prayed yesterday when I was feeling temptation trying to get the better of me and I felt better after that.I just relaxed after that and I took it easy and watched something that I popped in the DVD player.Despite these good things,I am still going to continue my therapy sessions and I am going to continue taking my medication as directed.I am hoping that these good feelings last quite a while.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by another morning erection and it was another throbbing one.I had to really fight this overwhelming temptation as it was really strong.I simply got up to go to the bathroom and the erection softened.After using the bathroom,I went back to sleep.I did get a semi-erection later on when it was almost daylight,but that soon died after I got up to sit up for a bit and went back to sleep afterwards.I must say that temptation can try to get the better of anyone whenever it hits.Though I felt the overwhelming desire to masturbate the erection away,I felt pretty good that I didn't give into the temptation.I am hoping that I can still get this strength and use it to the best of my ability in the near and distant future.Also,for the first time in quite a while,I didn't have the temptation to watch porn nor the temptation to go out and seek out other men for the purpose of indulging in sinful sexual activity with them.This has been giving me a pretty good feeling and I am hoping that these good feelings continue for a long time.
Tomorrow,I have a meeting with the pastor of the church.Aside from that,I have nothing else planned,but whatever I choose to do,I hope that it gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ