Tonight,I am mourning the loss of my mom.She died in her sleep late last night.My sister and I discovered this early this morning and we are all in mourning as a result of what has happened.I request that those who are reading and who regularly follow my blog to please keep me and my family in their prayers as we go through this whole grieving and mourning process.
For much of the morning,I simply stayed home to prepare for what was to be prepared as a result of what happened to my mom.We were preparing the funeral arrangements,such as the viewing and visitation and everything else.This was a very shocking thing to happen and I am still in a state of shock due to what has happened.I will be missing my mom and will always miss her.She was a wonderful lady and everything and again,I will always miss her and mourn her.
After those who will be preparing the funeral took my mom's body away,I set out to do what I had planned to do.Firsthand,I did shower,had breakfast and my usual coffee and after doing my personal PC work,I got dressed to proceed with the plans that I had scheduled.
I first went to the place where the groups that I attended were held to share the tragic news about my mom's passing and after signing some papers,I headed out to do some much needed shopping.
I first stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few things and after that was done,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick one other thing that was needed.I did share the news of my mom's passing with other friends and they shared their condolences with me.After paying for what I picked up at Wal-Mart,I headed straight home and stayed there for the rest of the evening.
When I got home,I simply put all the stuff away and I helped in preparations for the upcoming memorial services for my mom.I also managed to finish some things that I meant to do.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and did some more personal PC work.I also managed to get some more recommended Holy Bible reading in as well.
For tonight,I will not share anything in my recovery from the symptoms of BPD and the schizophrenic tendencies that I have alongside that nor will I talk about my struggles with SSA as a result of my mom's passing.I will discuss these things tomorrow because I am too busy and hung up on mourning my mom's tragic death.
I did manage to visit with my pastor to discuss me becoming a reinstated member of the church today and I will be a member starting the Sunday after this Sunday.
That was my day today.Thanks in advance for any prayers offered.FJ