Tonight,my road to recovery continues to go forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I bathed.After my bath,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda.I first went to the post office to mail out a couple of important bills and after that was done,I headed over to the bank to withdraw some money for my alignment tomorrow.After that,I headed over to the hospital to see how my mom was doing and spent some time with her.My mom was hoping to be out by today,but the hospital is keeping her there for a couple more days.After that,I headed over to a friend's house to see how they were doing and I also spent some time with them.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and took it easy for a while.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading in as well.
While my recovery continues to go forward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and the emotional roller coaster ride that goes with it.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes the BPD struggle even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions and I am continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely on God and his son Jesus Christ more whenever the struggle seems to be getting way too unbearable.I simply take it to both God and Christ in prayer and they help sustain me.It is great that I am not alone in my struggle.Thanks to both God and Christ for everything that they provide.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I was again tempted to masturbate in the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another throbbing erection.I simply sat up for a while and the erection softened.I went back to sleep afterwards.Though I escaped this episode,I still have to keep in mind that the temptation to act out on these unnatural desires that I have can rear it's ugly head when least expected.I get tempted almost every day to act out on them.Though I have been ignoring them,they do keep coming back.Still,I am relying on both God and his son Jesus Christ more whenever the SSA struggle seems to be getting too unbearable to handle.I simply throw the temptation on both God and Christ and after that,the temptation is reduced to nil.It is great to rely on God and have him help me in doing the right thing.Thanks again to both God and Christ for everything.
Tomorrow,I have to get my wheels aligned.As for the rest of the day,I have nothing else planned.But I am hoping that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ