Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things planned.
I first went to my usual Thursday morning Spirituality group and that went as wonderful as expected.After it was over,I stopped at a gas station to get some gas and after that,I headed over to a local kitchen to have my lunch and after eating that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I relaxed and watched a little something that I popped into the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues onward,I am still in my daily battle with the symptoms of BPD and the emotional roller coaster ride that goes with the territory.I never know how my moods and/or emotions will be from one day to the next or at times from one minute/moment to the next.I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggles even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely more on God and his son Jesus Christ whenever the struggle seems to be getting too difficult for me to handle.I simply talk about this particular struggle with God in his son Christ Jesus' name and they both help in sustaining me.It shows that I am not alone in my struggle.Thanks to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I again gave into temptation early this morning when I masturbated an erection away.After that happened,I asked God in the name of his son Jesus Christ and I did feel better.I was still tempted throughout the day as the temptations kept coming at me from all sides and I really had to pray hard to God in his son Jesus Christ's name to get me through the temptations and also to continue giving me strength to fight and resist the temptations.I felt better each time,but I have to keep doing this as temptation will never leave me alone.I am also continuing to ask all of you who follow this blog of mine and read the posts to continue praying for me and also,please leave an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section as both your prayers and your encouraging words help keep me going in this fight and even more determined to overcome this terrible SSA.Thanks in advance to those who follow and read my blog posts for all of your prayers and encouragement.Thanks also to both God and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Tomorrow,I have an early appointment with my case manager.Aside from that,I have no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose too do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ