Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things planned.
I first called the bank to make a deposit from my line of credit to my checking account to remove a small bit of overdrawn funds from my checking account.After that,I headed out to do some important stuff that needed to be done.
I first went to the bank to withdraw a little bit of money and after that,I went to pick up a few applications for employment in the area and after that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple of things and after paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I registered all the money that I withdrew at the Where's George site.After that,I made a phone call to the job placement agency to let them know that I did pick up a few job applications and that I wanted to make an appointment to discuss these things.After that,I relaxed and watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.
After eating,I watched the evening news for a while and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still,on a one day at a time basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.Aside from BPD,I also have schizophrenic tendencies and that makes my BPD struggle even more difficult.I am still attending my therapy sessions.I am also continuing to take my medication as directed.I am also still continuing to rely more on my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ whenever this particular struggle seems to be getting way too difficult and/or overwhelming for me to handle.I simply throw this particular struggle on my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ,talk about it and they both help in sustaining me.It shows that I am not alone in this particular struggle and that makes me feel a tad better.Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do.
Regarding my SSA struggles,the temptation to masturbate came at me during the wee early morning hours when I was awakened by yet another erection,though it didn't last long.I had to use the bathroom really bad,so I headed for there and when I was finished,my genitals were fully soft and I went right back to bed and to sleep.I kept busy again throughout the day as I was out of the house for much of the time.Being out in the community took my mind off of anything sexual and that was good.I didn't think of anything sexual and just keeping busy did it.It was great that I got through this day without anything negative,but there is tomorrow and so on.I am again asking that all of you please continue keeping up in prayer for me and also,please leave an encouraging word or tow for me in the comments section.Your prayers and your words of encouragement both help keep me going.Thanks in advanced to all of you for your prayers and encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Christ Jesus for everything that they do.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ