Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a few things planned.
Today,my throat started to feel better as it wasn't as scratchy and sore as it was for the last two days.I kept up spraying the throat spray and taking the throat drops and my throat isn't as sire as it was before.I am still feeling only a little bit of soreness,but I will keep treating it with the throat spray and taking the throat drops.
Since my throat was feeling better,I had a talk with my new job placement counselor and it was wonderful.After we ended our session,I headed over to a local kitchen to have lunch and after that,I ran a few more errands before heading straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and slipped into a home suit.I relaxed and did some more personal PC work.
After eating my evening meal,which was over at my sister's house tonight and it gave me a break from cooking,I came home and I watched a video and I did some more personal PC work.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward,I am still,on a daily basis,dealing and struggling with the symptoms of BPD and it's accompanying emotional roller coaster ride.The depression that I was in over the weekend as a result of the one year anniversary of my mother's death has eased a little more,but I am still feeling this because yesterday was the one year anniversary of her funeral.It isn't as bad as it was when it first started,but I am still feeling sad.I am hoping that by the end of the week,I will be feeling better and I will start feeling more like myself again.I will still continue to keep on praying to my Heavenly Father.I will keep asking him in the name of his son Jesus Christ to help get me through this depression.I know that they both will and I know that it won't be overnight,but I know that I will start too feel better soon.I also need prayers from all of you who continually follow my blog and read the posts here.I need prayers and your positive verbal encouragement.They both help out in a lot of ways.They both help keep me going.They also help make me even more determined to keep on living and also,they more positive encouragement that I get,the better that I feel.The more prayers that get,the more my faith and belief in both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ increases.Please keep up in prayers for me and also,don't forget your positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and for your positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I really haven't got an issue right now as I haven't been tempted much to act out in any way,shape or form.I have been keeping busy by going out and running the errands.I will share more when the unnatural desires that I have start to act up again,but so far,nothing has happened.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my Thursday morning spirituality group,I have made no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ