Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,though I am still feeling down.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed up real quickly and I headed over to the church for the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.For a change of pace,the pastor had us open up a copy of the Holy Bible and have us read a verse or two from the Gospel of Luke chapter 16.It is what the pastor based his sermon on and it was great.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and I relaxed while doing my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed over to a friend's house for dinner as I really needed the company.
The dinner was wonderful.After we talked for a while,I left and headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my clothes and into pajamas as I was staying home for the rest of the evening.I also did some more personal PC work.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still feeling down as a result of the one year anniversary of my mother's death yesterday.The depression that I felt transferred over to today.I am still feeling pretty down about my mom being gone.Though it has been a year since her death,I am still feeling the affects.I know that I will never stop missing her,but her death is still as fresh a year later as it was when it initially happened.I guess that it will always be that way,though I wish that it didn't have to be.I am simply hoping that the depression will pass soon and I can get back to my life.I am still going to continue living and try to enjoy my life while I still have it,which is something that my mother would want me to do.She would want me to simply continue living my life and move on,which I am doing,though I still feel my mother's absence.I have taken my medication at the time that I am supposed to take it and within a few hours,it will be kicking in and I will be feeling tired enough to go to bed and go to sleep.I am also hoping that I will sleep better tonight as I had a tough time sleeping last night as a result of it being one year that my mom died.I am also going to continue my therapy.This week,I am going to have to rely more on my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ to help get me through this week.I am also having to rely on them to get me out of the depression that I am feeling right now.I know that I will get out of this soon.I still hate it that I am in it,though I do know that I can help feeling the way that I feel right now.Thanks to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
Regarding my SSA struggles,I will start talking about them when I am feeling better.Since I kept busy today,I had no problems with being tempted,but I know that there is the new week ahead.I am again asking that all of you who follow my blog and read my posts to please continue in prayer for me as I still need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also ask that none of you be shy and leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section as I still need your words of encouragement.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't be shy and leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I need both prayers and encouraging verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of turning in cans and bottles at a local supermarket and picking up a prescription refill of my psychiatric medication,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits and that I feel better within the coming new week.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ