Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today, I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and after relaxing for a while as a result of a terribly pounding sinus headache,I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a couple of things on my agenda for today.I first dropped another job application off at a nursing facility in another area of the county where I live and after that,I carefully headed for home as a result of some blowing and drifting snow that was happening at that particular moment.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few canned vegetables.After paying for them,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the canned vegetables that I bought away and proceeded to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to pop in a holiday themed DVD and I relaxed while watching it.After that,I got the garbage ready for tomorrow morning and I also put some recyclables in the recycling bins that I have.I put them out on the curb for the garbage collectors to pick up tomorrow.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward,I must say that the stuff that I struggle with gets even more difficult by the day.My struggles with the psychiatric double whammy of BPD/Schizophrenia,alongside my struggles with SSA,which are made more difficult by the psychiatric double whammy that I struggle with at the same time.It never gets any easier.I am still in therapy for the psychiatric double whammy that I have and I am still taking my medication as directed for it.Still,my SSA struggles are made more difficult by that.I hear voices telling me to manipulate my genitals constantly at at times,I do give into that.I really need to buckle down and get tough on myself.I really need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer whenever this/these particular thing(s)start to come around.Today,since I was out in the community,I didn't have any real problems with that.I simply kept my mind on the important things that I was doing and that took my mind off of these negative things.Still,with the Winter season fast approaching where I am living,I need to really stay on guard as since there is really nothing much to do in my home area during this time of the year,temptation can rear it's ugly head when I least expect it.Right now,I need to buckle down and get tough on myself.I need to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer to ask for strength to help me fight and resist these urges as they come around.I need to ask for that strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I really need to start making a habit of that.I am still working on that and I am hoping to start making that a habit.I am also still going to need all the prayerful and positive verbal support that I can get from my fellow blog followers out there.Please continue praying for me and please continue to leave some positive verbal comments in the comments section.I need both of these things desperately.I really do need both of these things.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of my appointment with my therapist in the early afternoon,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ