Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to my Thursday morning spirituality group and I took my time getting there as a result of the weather conditions,which were blowing and drifting snow,but I made it there.
The group meeting was wonderful.After it was over,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local kitchen to have lunch and when I was finished,I headed to the bank to withdraw some much needed money.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I registered all the money at the Where's George site and did my personal PC work.After that,I headed out again to a Best Buy in the next county to pay a bill and after doing a little shopping there,I headed straight home,though it took a little bit of extra time as there was also blowing and drifting snow in the area where the Best Buy was,but I made it home safely.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I headed over to my usual Thursday evening Holy Bible study group,which was also a very wonderful meeting.I headed straight home after the meeting.
When I got home,I decided to get ready for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggle with the psychiatric double whammy of BPD/Schizophrenia and my daily struggles with SSA.I was tempted,though minimally,today to indulge in lusting and fantasies of other men.Today,since I was out in the community,it wasn't a very big problem.I stayed busy and that took my mind off of the SSA.I was out and about today and that took my mind off of the negativity of the lustful and fantasy styled thoughts of men.I just stayed busy with what I had to do and I got through and that was good.I had no major upsets and that made me feel a little bit better.Still,I need prayers and positive verbal encouragement from my fellow blog followers.Please continue praying for me and please don't be shy and leave me some positive verbal encouragement.I need both of these things each and every day.My blog gets many visitors and curiosity seekers,but comments of any kind are rarely left.I need both of things.They both help keep me going in this particular fight and struggle.They also show that I am not alone in this as I feel alone when nobody leaves me an encouraging word or two.They also help keep both my determination and motivation strong.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of meeting with my caseworker,I have nothing planned.Since there is a possibility of a Winter storm coming,I might stay home and take it easy and watch a DVD or two or more.I also might clean up some more in my old upstairs room.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ