Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day as I had a couple of things planned.
I first turned in some empty bottles that were given to me by my sister and after that,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a gallon of milk and a can of frozen orange juice.After paying for these things,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped to see how a friend of mine was doing.After a few minutes with him,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I shoveled the walk for the mail people and after that was done,I went into the house to relax and watch another holiday themed video.
After eating,I decided to watch another holiday themed video.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggle against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,with the latter struggle being made more difficult by the former struggle.I never know how things will be for me from one day to the next or at other times,from one minute/moment to the next.I also have to put up with overwhelming temptations to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.These temptations can be very overwhelming and also,very difficult to resist.I am still working on everything that I need to do.I am still working on making frequent prayer a part of my life.I really need to work on starting to pray often.I feel that this is why the temptations are really overwhelming.I also have to keep in mind that whenever I do resist any temptations,they can come back stronger than before due to the resistance of them.I have to keep that in mind constantly.I hate it when temptation comes around and I also hate it when I give into any temptations when they come around.While I am still working on making frequent prayer a part of my life,I am again asking that y'all continue praying for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also need some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both of these things constantly day in and day out.They both help out in a lot of ways.They can help boost self confidence and self esteem the more that they are used and offered.Again,please continue giving me your prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ