Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had a coups of coffee.After that,I showered and had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and watched a classic TV episode on DVD.As the afternoon wound down,I got a call from the garage that my car was done.It was only a minor problem and that relieved me.After picking my car up,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to see if the vision center there could fix my glasses,but they couldn't and advised me to call the eye doctor that had these made to see what he could do.After leaving there,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I was about to sit down and watch another classic TV episode when my next door neighbor called me and said she needed to go to a local supermarket to pick up a few things she needed.I took her there and she got everything that she needed and after that was done,I dropped her off and I headed back into the house to relax and I watched another classic TV episode on DVD.
After eating,I decided to do a little bit more personal PC work and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.The SSA struggle is my most difficult one.I have to continuously put up with sexual images of men clouding my mind and repeated temptations to act out on these images.It is a very difficult thing to deal with and it is never an easy thing to struggle with.I am always at odds with the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with this terrible SSA.Day after day,it gets even more difficult to deal and struggle with.I am now making a new resolve to start praying regularly to my Heavenly Father to give me strength to fight and resist these terrible urges.I am going to ask for this strength each and every day whenever these terrible temptations rare their ugly heads at me.These urges get stronger with each resistance.I need to ask for this strength to help me fight and resist these terrible urges in the name of my Heavenly Father's son Jesus Christ.That way,I will have the strength to help me fight and resist these urges every day and I can go on with the rest of the day.Fellow blog followers,while I am doing that,I am still asking that y'all continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support to help keep me going.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't be afraid to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ