Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty fair,but stressful,day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had a couple cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda today.I first had lunch at a local kitchen and after that,I went to a nearby Dollar Tree store and picked up a couple of things.After that,I headed over to the Wednesday afternoon study group,which went well.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
After I dropped something off at a neighbor's house,my shift lever quit working on me.I couldn't shift the lever into drive as the button on the lever wasn't working as it wouldn't go in so I could shift into drive.I had to leave the car parked on the street and I took everything out of the car that I bought and carried it to the house.I put everything away the minute that I went in and waited for someone to come and check and see what was wrong,which was my nephew and he told me that the plastic in the shift lever was broken.After he left,I went back into the house.While waiting,I had my evening meal and just decided to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty fair,but stressful,day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,I wound up giving into temptation by fantasies and lusting and also,manipulating my genitals to the images and masturbating also.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father for forgiveness and I asked him to forgive me for my sins in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also begged for my Heavenly Father's mercy as I prayed and after I was finished,I felt better.I really need to start relying on my Heavenly Father now and ask him to get me through this negative thing that I am going through with my car being out of commission for now.I am just hoping that they problem can be fixed without having to get anything new for the shifter.Fellow blog followers,please continue in prayer for me and please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word of two for me in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support right now more than ever as I am now going through a very difficult emotional time right now.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continues positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of seeing the nurse practitioner at the local hospital,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ