Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I quickly showered.After my shower,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work.After that was done,I relaxed and took it easy while listening to music.I also read a little bit as well.
In the mid afternoon,I had to go out and buy a few things at a local Dollar Tree store.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away and I did some more personal PC work.I relaxed and took it easy for a while after that.
After eating,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.I also later prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still,on a daily basis,struggling with the symptoms of BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,I was actually tempted to fantasize and lust after other men and to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men.I went to my Heavenly Father and I prayed for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ to fight and resist these terrible temptations.I prayed real hard for this strength and I even asked that my Heavenly Father to keep both my mind and my heart pure.I didn't want to sin against my Heavenly Father and I really prayed real hard for this strength.After I was finished praying,I felt better and also,much stronger.I also felt that my Heavenly Father gave me exactly what I asked for and it felt really good.I also managed to keep busy by being out in the community and also,keeping my mind on the tasks at hand and that was great.Fellow blog followers,I still need y'all to pray for me as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I am also asking that y'all leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section because I also need that to help keep me going in this particular struggle of SSA.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continues positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of going to church on Sunday as usual,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ