Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I showered.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After breakfast,I did my personal PC work and I got dressed to proceed with the rest of the day.
I had only a few things on my agenda for today.My niece called me and asked me to pick her kids up at school,which I did.After dropping them off at home,I made a couple of phone calls to the bank to check my account balance and also,to make an appointment with a eye doctor for Monday afternoon.After that,I got some gas and I went to a local supermarket to pick up a few things.After paying for those,I went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a couple more things.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the groceries away and I went and did a little bit more personal PC work.
After eating a light evening meal,I watched a classic TV episode on a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still struggling daily with BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA.Today,in regards to my SSA struggles,there were no problems.I had no temptations to lust and fantasize with sexual images of men.I simply stayed busy by doing what I had to do.I did get tempted to look up online pornography,but chose to simply close off the internet and get off the computer.I stayed busy by being out in the community and doing what needed to be done.It took my mind off of anything sexual and that was good.While I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.It is not that I am worried about tomorrow,which I am not,but I have to stay on guard and be watchful as the temptations to act out on the unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA can come around when least expected.Fellow blog followers,please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continues positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of attending the Wednesday afternoon Holy Bible study group at the usual meeting place.I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ