Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast and when I was finished with that,I got dressed and did my personal PC work.When I was done with that,I headed out to do some running that needed to be done.
I first went to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things that I needed and after that,I picked up a few slices of pizza as a late lunch.When I was finished with that,I picked up a DVD that was being held for me by a local business.After picking that up,I bought some things at a local Dollar Tree store and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player and I did some more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed top get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two.Today,I gave into temptation by manipulating my genitalia upon arising and sitting down and yes,sexual images of men did cloud my mind.I stopped myself before it went to far and I immediately went to my Heavenly Father and asked him to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ for falling short and I also accepted full and total responsibility for my sins and falling short.I poured my soul out to him and I left nothing out.After I was finished praying,I felt better because I truly knew and believed that I was forgiven.I need to really buckle down and get tough with myself because I can't keep doing these things.I need to go to my Heavenly Father and ask for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ whenever these terrible temptations come around.I need to really buckle down and go to my Heavenly Father and regularly ask for strength.I can't fall back into the trap of falling short and repenting each time.I need to go in prayer to my Heavenly Father whenever these terrible temptations come around.Fellow blog followers,please continue praying for me and also,I really need some positive verbal support right now.Please pray for me and also,please leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support day in and day out.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with a Winter Storm Warning in effect for my area beginning at 2:00am late Tuesday/early Wednesday morning,I have really nothing planned.If the storm gets too intense,I think that I might stay home to be on the safe side and watch a movie or two while trying to stay warm.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ