Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast and my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I got dressed up in a suit real quickly and I waited for my rode to church to come and when it did,we headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.After some wonderful fellowship with my fellow worshipers,I was dropped off at home and when I got into the house,I got out of my suit and since I was still tired as a result of difficulty getting to sleep last night,I laid down for a little over 2 hours and when I got out of bed,I got dressed in my casual clothes and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I went to the drug store to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I started to put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to pop in a DVD into my DVD player and watch it.After that was over,I did more personal PC work and started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,with the latter being the most difficult of the two.Today,I was again tempted to indulge in sinful lusting and fantasizing with other men and yes,I was also tempted to manipulate my genitals to these images of men.I threw it all on my Heavenly Father and asked for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard for that strength because I was being tempted really strongly.I threw it all on my Heavenly Father and after I was finished,I felt stronger and know that I received what I asked for.For the rest of the day,I had no temptations and that was great.Though I escaped the rest of the day unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.I have to stay on guard and be watchful for that.Fellow blog followers,I am again asking that you continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't be shy and leave me an encouraging word or two for in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support desperately each and every day.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of awaiting the verdict on what's wrong with my car's engine,I have made no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ