Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done cleaning up,I got dressed and had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I quickly did my personal PC work and when I was done with that,I headed out to turn in a job application in the next county and when I dropped it off,I headed for a Salvation Army thrift store in the area and when I was finished there,I headed for a Goodwill store within the area and when I was finished there,I decided to stop by a Best Buy store in the area and pay a bill.After that,I headed for home and it was a long drive.
On the way home,when I got back into my hometown,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things and after that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I decided to do a little bit more personal PC work and I popped a DVD into the DVD player and I watched it.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today upon arising,I gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind causing to fantasize and lust after men.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for my falling into sin.I asked for this in the name of his son Jesus Christ and I also accepted full and total responsibility for my falling short of his law.I prayed real hard and I left nothing out.I admitted to my Heavenly Father everything that I did when I fell short and when I was finished,I felt better knowing that I was truly forgiven.Though I escaped unscathed for the rest of the day as a result of me doing what I had to do and also the fun things that I did after that,I have to keep in mind that there is always tomorrow and the days after that.I have to stand my guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can strike when least expected.I need to really work on asking my Heavenly Father for strength in the name of his son Jesus Christ whenever these terrible temptations come around.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue praying for me as I am going through a very difficult emotional time.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments of any kind are rarely left.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support because I don't have much support around here as a result of a lack of programs that help men like me.Please leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section and again,please continue to keep me in your prayers.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of the Maundy Thursday evening service at my church,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ