Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I hit the shower to clean up and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I also did another reading from the Holy Bible in front of the congregation.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and changed into casual clothes.After that,I had a light lunch and headed back out to turn in some empty cans and bottles at a local supermarket.After that,I headed to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up some necessary things and after that,I headed over to another local supermarket to pick up a can of naturally decaffeinated iced tea mix.After paying for that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.I also watched a DVD that I popped into the DVD player while relaxing.
After eating,I decided to fill out another job application and I did some more personal PC work.I also started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two.Today,I had no problems with temptations.I wasn't tempted to act out by fantasies nor lusting after other men and to manipulate my genitals to any sexual images of men.I guess that staying busy with what I had to do today kept my mind off of anything sexual with other men.It was wonderful not to deal with temptation today.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers and readers,though I did escape today unscathed,I am still asking that y'all continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left in the comment section.I really need some positive verbal support alongside the prayerful support.These types of support do help keep me going and they also keep both my determination and motivation strong.It also reaffirms me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.Please continue praying for me and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of turning in that job application,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ