Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had two cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done cleaning myself up,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and did my personal PC work.After that was done,I headed back out to the local Super Wal-Mart to pick up a few things.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did a little bit more personal PC work and watched a little bit of TV.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two that I struggle with.Today,upon arising,I was tempted to act out by fantasies and lusting after other men and to manipulate my genitals to the sexual images of men that were clouding my mind.I immediately went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and asked for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard for that strength and I pleaded with my Heavenly Father to help me.I prayed until the temptations were reduced to nothing and when I was finished praying,I felt much stronger as I knew and truly believed that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.For the rest of the day,I had no problems with temptations.I simply went out and did what I had to do throughout the day and it kept my mind off of the negative stuff.I simply did my shopping and ran into people as well as talked to them.I went through the rest of the day with no problems.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I need the support of my fellow men,including and especially those who are Christian and who also struggle.I need both types of support real desperately as if I don't get any verbal support,I feel alone.The positive verbal support given reaffirms me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.They also help keep me going.They also keep both my motivation and determination strong.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of church as usual,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ