Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the early to mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was done showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed up in dress clothes and I headed for the job placement agency to sign some job applications that my job placement counselor/coach and the head of the agency filled out for me.They also made copies of my resume for the applications and they even made a few extra copies for me.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a local Dollar Tree store to pick up something light for lunch.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and I did my personal PC work.After that,I had lunch and I left the house again to go to an appointment that I had with my urologist.
The session with the urologist went well as I got a clean bill of health.After that,I headed for home.
On the way home,I stopped at a small country store to pick up a few things.After paying for these things,I headed over to a local supermarket to pick up some canned vegetables.After paying for those,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the canned vegetables away and I started to prepare my evening meal.While it was in the oven,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I relaxed and watched a little bit of TV.I also listened to some music and read for a while.I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two.This morning upon arising,I again gave into the temptation to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind.Fortunately,I managed to stop myself before it went too far and I asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me for falling short in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I also accepted full and total responsibility for my falling short.I prayed and I left nothing out.When I was finished,I felt much better as I knew and truly believed that I was forgiven.For the rest of the day,I had no problems with temptations nor any problems with sexual images clouding my mind.I simply went on with my day by going to both my appointments and simply keeping my mind on the things that I needed to do.Though I escaped the rest of the day with no problems,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support each and every day and also,desperately because when I don't get any positive verbal support in the comments section,I feel that I am alone.Please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section alongside your prayers.I need both of these types of support to help keep me going and to keep both my determination and motivation strong.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a Lenten dinner in my church's fellowship hall,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ