Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished showering,I had my usual quick breakfast.After my breakfast,I got dressed and I headed out to a local kitchen for lunch and when I was finished,I went and did some shopping at various stores in the area.After I was finished shopping,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the stuff that I bought away and I did my personal PC work.After that was done,I started to prepare a light evening meal.
After eating,I headed back out again to attend my Friday night recovery group,which was as wonderful as I hoped that it would.After that was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into my night clothes and I started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two.Today,I was tempted to act out by fantasies,lusting and to manipulate my genitals to sexual images of men clouding my mind.This time,I went to my Heavenly Father in prayer and prayed for strength to help me fight and resist these overwhelming urges in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard for that strength as I didn't want to fall into sin again like I had the last several days of this week.After I was finished praying,I felt much stronger and also,knew and believed that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.I had no problems for the rest of the day.I was out in the community and kept my mind on what I had to do while out and about.I simply ran the errands that needed to be run and I kept up with everything.I just stayed out and did what I had to do because it had to be done.It was wonderful that I had no problems with temptations for the rest of the day.Though I did escape today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.I have to still work on being tough with myself and make praying for strength from my Heavenly Father a daily thing and also,to ask him to help keep my mind and heart pure and clean from all immoral thoughts in the sexual vein.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers as I am still going through a very difficult emotional time.I also would appreciate a few encouraging words in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers but comments of any kind are rarely left.Please leave me some positive verbal support alongside your prayers.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support to help keep me going in this particular struggle and also,positive verbal verbal support reaffirms that I not alone in this particular struggle as I feel alone when nobody posts any positive verbal support in the comments section.Please continue keeping me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and your continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for the weekend,with the exception of church as usual on Sunday,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the weekend ahead.FJ