Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,but has hit some bumps.I had a pretty stressful day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After my coffee,I showered quickly.After my shower,I had my usual quick breakfast.After that,I got dressed and proceeded to move forward with the rest of my day,but that was when the bumps came about.
While I was on my way to have lunch somewhere,My driver's side rear wheel went flat.A cab driver pulled up aside me and informed me of it.I had to pull into a parking lot of a plant and called my niece,who advised me to call her mother,which I did.She came and picked me up and dropped me off at home and I was at home for much of the day as a result of me not having my car.I did my personal PC work and I awaited anyone that could help.
I called my nephew,but he advised me to call his father,which I did and his father got me going.He put air in my wheel's tire and advised me to take it to the local Dunn Tire,which I did and I was fortunate to get it in at that moment.They simply fixed the rim by placing a new sealant on it and they put the tire back on and inflated it.After paying the costs of the repair,I headed over to a local Dollar Tree store to pick up a couple of things for dinner and I headed straight home to eat it quickly as I had my Thursday evening Holy Bible study group to attend and that actually made me feel a lot better after all the stresses of today.When it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I went inside and I did some more personal PC work.I then prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,it was a pretty stressful day.I did manage to get my recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,with the road being bumpy today,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two.This morning upon arising,I gave into temptation by manipulating my genitals and sexual images of men clouded my mind at that point.I managed to stop myself and I immediately asked my Heavenly Father to forgive me in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed hard and left nothing out.When I was finished praying,I felt better and believed that I was forgiven.Though I had a pretty stressful day today,I had no problems with temptation and that was pretty good.I went through the rest of the day unscathed.Though I did,I have to keep in mind that there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers,lease continue keeping me in your prayers and also,please don't forget to leave me an encouraging word or two for me in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support daily as I never know what the next day and the day after next will have.Please continue keeping me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your prayers and continued positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,I have made no plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes for the day ahead.FJ