Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a wonderful and eventful day today.
Today,I woke up in the early morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I quickly showered and when I was finished,I had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I got dressed up in a suit and I headed for church for both the morning's Holy Bible study class and the worship service afterwards.
Both the class and the worship service were wonderful.I also did another reading from the Holy Bible in front of the congregation that was again well received.After some wonderful fellowship,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got out of my suit and into my casual clothes.I also did my personal PC work.After that was over,I decided to pop a movie into the VCR part of my VCR/Region Free Format Free DVD player/recorder and I watched the movie while relaxing.I also did a little bit more personal PC work.
I also went out for a bit to get myself a gallon of milk from the local Super Wal-Mart.I also got myself a small bottle of orange juice.After that,I went to another local business to pick up a job application.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk and the juice in the fridge and I sat down to complete the job applications.After that,I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I popped a DVD into the DVD player and relaxed.After that,I did a little bit more personal PC work.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a wonderful and eventful day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is my most difficult of the two.It's bad enough struggling with mental illness,but it is another to struggle with SSA.Why?It's because I have to deal and put up with unnatural sexual desires that I have.Today,I was tempted to act out on these unnatural sexual desires that I have that are connected with SSA.I was tempted to lust and fantasize after other men and to also manipulate my genitals to these images to get them erect and/or near to the point of orgasm and stopping.I threw the temptation on my Heavenly Father and asked him for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I prayed real hard and asked for that strength.I didn't cease praying until the temptations had died off.I am still learning that the more I resist temptations to act out in this particular way in regards to SSA,the more stronger they come back each time.Satan and his minions never give up.Today was no exception.After I was finished praying,I felt much better and much stronger as I truly believed that my Heavenly Father gave me the strength that I asked for.I escaped the rest of the day unscathed.Fellow blog followers and readers,while I did go through the rest of the day unscathed,I am again asking for your continued prayerful support.I still need your prayers as these terrible temptations might/will come back stronger and I need all the prayerful support that I can get.I also ask that y'all leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left for me in the comments section.Your encouraging comments do help and I would really like it if y'all leave me some positive verbal support,alongside your prayers.They both do help in a lot of ways as they have power beyond imagination.Please continue praying for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and your continued positive verbal encouragement.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of turning in the applications that I picked up today,I have no other plans.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ