Monday, May 19, 2014

Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had my usual 2 cups of coffee.After that,I got dressed and went out to the bank to withdraw some money so I could get my driver's side rear wheel tire replaced and it was a good thing that I had it replaced as it was starting to bubble on the rear of it.After having the tire put on by a local garage,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I checked my voice-mail and my job placement counselor/coach left a message and I returned the call.I will be meeting her at the local Sears to see about getting interview clothes and prepare for my job interview tomorrow.After talking with her,I undressed and showered quickly and when I was finished,I got dressed again and had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I quickly did my personal PC work and I proceeded to head over to the local hospital for my appointments with both my therapist and the nurse practitioner.
Both the sessions went well.After they were over and I got a new prescription for my medication,I headed for home.
On the way home,I dropped my prescription off at the drug store and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I checked my voice-mail and saw that another place where I dropped an application off called to set up an interview and I called them back and left a message.I also left a message for my job placement counselor/coach regarding this and after that,I did some more personal PC work.
After eating,I relaxed for a bit and I did some more personal PC work.I also prepared for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done as well.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the worst of the two for me.Today,I had no problems with temptations.I wasn't tempted in any way to fantasize nor lust after any men and no sexual images of men clouded my mind at all today.I was relieved that this didn't happen at all today.I guess keeping my mind on getting my tire replaced and the appointments and preparing for tomorrow kept my mind off of these things.Though I escaped today unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after tomorrow.It isn't that I am worried about tomorrow,which I am not.I still need to stay on guard and be watchful as Satan and his minions can attack at any minute trying to tempt me to fantasize and lust after other men.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments are rarely left.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support every day.They both help keep me going.They also reassure and reaffirm me that I am not alone in this particular struggle.They also help keep my determination and motivation strong.Please continue to pray for me and also,please leave me some positive verbal encouragement in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayers and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of shopping for interview clothes,preparation for my job interview and the interview itself tomorrow,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ

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