Tonight,my rocky road to recovery continues moving onward.I had a pretty good day today.
Today,I woke up in the mid morning and I had 2 cups of coffee.After that,I showered quickly and when I was finished,I got dressed up and had my usual quick breakfast.After breakfast,I headed over to the local Sears to have some interview clothes bought for me.
The purchasing went great and after it was over,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I got back into a pair of sweatpants and I did my personal PC work.After that,I spent the rest of the time preparing for my latest job interview today.
When the time came,I headed over to the local Motel 6 where the interview was and though the interview went great,it was for something that I had no experience in.After it was over,I thanked the manager for the time and shook his hand and I headed straight home.
When I got home,I changed into casual clothes and headed for a local supermarket to turn in some empty bottles and cans and after that,I headed over to the local Super Wal-Mart to buy a gallon of milk.After that,I headed over to the drug store to pick up a prescription refill.After that,I headed straight home.
When I got home,I put the milk in the fridge and I started to prepare my evening meal.
After eating,I did some more personal PC work and later on,I relaxed and enjoyed a DVD that I popped into the DVD player.I then started to prepare for my evening retirement.Overall,a pretty good day.I also managed to get some recommended Holy Bible reading done.
While my rocky road to recovery continues moving forward,I am still in my daily struggles against BPD/Schizophrenia and SSA,which is the most difficult of the two for me.Today,I actually managed to go to my Heavenly Father in prayer and ask for strength to help me fight and resist in the name of his son Jesus Christ.I was tempted to fantasize and lust after other men and to also manipulate my genitals to the sexual images of men that were clouding my mind.This was after I had gotten home from getting interview clothes.I prayed and I prayed for strength to help me fight and resist these overwhelming urges because I didn't want to give into these things.I didn't want to sin against my Heavenly Father.I also wanted to stay within his perfect law in regards to sexuality.When I was finished praying,I felt better and also,much stronger as I truly knew and believed that my Heavenly Father gave me what I asked for.I went through with the rest of the day with no problems.Though I did escape the rest of the day unscathed,there is always tomorrow and the days after that.Fellow blog followers and readers,please continue to keep me in your prayers and also,please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.I need both prayerful and positive verbal support every day and desperately.My blog gets many visitors and/or curiosity seekers,but comments of any kind are rarely left.I need both of these types of support.I need to continue knowing that I am not alone in this particular struggle.They both help keep me going.They also help keep me strong in terms of my determination and motivation.Please continue to keep me in your prayers and please leave me some positive verbal support in the comments section.Thanks in advance to all of you for your continued prayerful and positive verbal support.Thanks also to both my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus Christ for everything that they do and provide.
As for tomorrow,with the exception of a doctor's appointment in the mid afternoon,I have nothing else planned.But I hope that whatever I choose to do gives me positive benefits.
That was my day today and my hopes and plans for the day ahead.FJ